I feel like an idiot , probably worse, but smart is definitely not one of them. I took the risk, knowing what I kind of crap Im getting myself into, I tried reminding myself every single day to take caution, but well, like I said, Im an idiot. I feel stupid for thinking people would change, maybe some do but there will always be a part of your old self somewhere in you.
You can say a bunch of words, promises and things you think that will make everything better but action speaks louder than words. Dont just say it, start doing something. Because honestly, I'm exhausted.